Wednesday, July 26, 2006
came home late again..despite not having anything aft skool..and also despite being lectured..i just dont understand why i cannot see the importance of 'O' level and the danger if i dont study...man, wats wrong sia..do i need to experince failure to change and to realise..i dont think so..aarrgghh...nvr mind..need to be happy just like this week's sharing..haha..
nvr mind...i am happy the way i am...stayed back just now waiting for the sec1s to finish their class..need to get sec1 entrepeneurs...i'm helping my house captain HAZEL POH to get ppl to join the cheerleader..and yes i'm involved too...haha...for fun,peace and joy..nvr mind lar..last yr already..dont mind making a fool of myself ..i think Alice also helping out...i got my sec1 ncc guy who is also entrepeneur to participate and give me names...ENTREPENEUR cannot lose..we are the champions for SPORTS DAY..and we must win the cheerleading also..the audition is this coming Monday i think...and the cheerleaders havent come together to practice or even come up with anything..hahaha..we work better when there is pressure lar...i ask JunYen to help me..at least i wont be so paiseh..got my ncc junior also...haha..we have to cheer and perform on our sch's National Day Celebration...i want to make sure we make a nice 1, make the whole of entrepeneur proud...GO REDS!! yeah.. RED stands for the colour of power and glory...the colour of champion and victory...hahahaha...getting too ambitious..but come on, who destroyed the NAZI and make them retreat..it was the RED ARMY...it was shown in history..haha but i think we can do it lar..cheer for the REDS
just now also..while waiting..i blew my top..I shouted and scolded a girl..more like 2 girls lar...and they are my fwens some more sia...i was never tat angry b4 sia...i mean i dont get angry easily, i'm and easy-go-lucky and a laid back person...i know how to control my temper..but just now i just blew my top and let it all out..maybe all b'cos of over-stressed & pressure from sch and work..haiz...i felt bad but also i felt tat they deserve it but after all they are my fwens and classmates wat...well i scolded none other than QiuXuan and Valerie..i was disturbing QiuXuan abt Embleton, than she scream at me..saying tat i was irritating and all kinds of stuffs..than out of no where my temper just rose up to boiling point and i shouted at her infront of Meng Seng and Valerie...i told her tat all this while i have been enduring her nonsense bcos she keep disturbing me abt Joey and now for only once i disturb her abt Embleton she wants to blow it at me...the funny part was tat the shouting session was just outside the Councillor's office...haha..but she was not in..i was quite pissed off at her sia..than as u know Valerie..she started yapping and nagging at me and challenge me whether i dare to shout at her...i was already pissed off enuff and my temper was more than boiling...this Valerie come and interfere...so i scolded her also...haiz..wat to do..tahn i just walk away and left them there...and for QiuXuan to cry...i did felt bad aft tat..but when i think through i tink its alittle bit worth it...b'cos i have always been known as the joker and seldom gets angry... and if ppl poke fun at me..i will be laughing along or just maintain my calm or the least just smile and walk off...i dont get all worked up..i dont believe in making enemies and hurt someone's feelings...so by this ppl tend to take advantge of my kindness..u know the saying "ppl take ur kindness for ure weakness"...maybe i need to be more stern or tough but i just like to joke around and dont really care of wat ppl say...but i guess i've changed...hahaha..maybe..but i did work things out with QiuXuan b4 going home...still uncertain abt Valerie...if u are reading this..sorry lar..didn't really mean it.. friends as per normal??? ans me on my tag board...thxs..
and tmr going to Sun Yat Sen museum...here in S'pore..haha..but its private own.. update more on him when i return from it tmr..right now i need to study..see ya ppl Diqkie madly laughed at
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