Tuesday, August 15, 2006
remember, remember..remember the 15th of August Sadiq...today for the first time in my entire life...entire NCC life..i broke a record. Never have i left NCC midway or left before it ends tats means before Master Parade...but just know..(as everybody know tat i have already officially step down from NCC)...i came for NCC for a while..i needed to clarify some stuffs and present the Best Cadet Award...after tat i totally left my part A in the hands of the sec3...not tat i dont trust them...but i am their staff after all and until they get a new staff...i will still be their staff..How can i left ncc half-way like tat...sob sob..but wat needs to be done must be done..i need to leave NCC i'm getting addicted to it..i need to concentrate on my 'O' levels man...come on Sadiq, u had ur chance in NCC..give others a chance too...sob sob...u may wonder why i get soo emotional and dramatic...but u will understand when u reach sec4..u will understand how it feels to leave something tat u are soo loyal to...and for me..i'm loyal to NCC!!.. when i left school just know...only than i realise that i left NCC also..and i didn't wait for master parade...i just left..but i carry on walking..i need to get home and study..i got 6 other subject to concentrate on..and NCC is a distraction...and i still have unfinished business in NCC with my part A...
i get soo sad leaving NCC...wonder how when i leave Coral..my beloved school and friends which i have spend soo many beautiful & painful memories with..all tat we have been through..how can i part with it...How can i part with a school tat holds too many of my memory..i dont want to carry on..i want to stay..with all my fwens.. i want to stay at this age..and never have to worry about jobs or anything and all i care about is having fun with my fwens...i still have time to treasure the moments.. but isn't too last minute..i will only know when i'm leaving them..sob sob sob...
all this emotion is making me sad so i want to go to slp and dream...dream of something nice & beautiful...sob night to all my BELOVED fwens... Diqkie madly laughed at
- 11:22 PM