Sunday, September 10, 2006
well i'll be blogging for 9 September..which was like 15mins ago...haha..nvr mind.. i'll use today instead of yesterday...haha..
Woke up around 10 or 11+...finally my comp is back to normal..its no longer nocturnal.. haha...my sis somehow manage to fixed it..was so happy when my comp was revived and take the opportunity to show my comp my love..tats by using it..hahaha..oklah back to the topic..so use the comp listen to music and all kind of stuffs...manage to find more and more interesting videos man..well planned to go out to school to study again like previous days..but the comp was a big distraction and in the end it kept me occupied till afternoon...so around 2 than left the house and proceed to pasir ris library... i know the sch will close early on weekends...so might as well go straight to the library..felt a little lonely today..by the time i woke up..my house was empty... my parents went to Malaysia and slept at our Malaysian hse on friday night and my sis is out at her hostel...so i have the whole house to myself...nice huh...well since morning when i sign in to MSN..nobody chat with me...there wasn't much contact that was online anyway...and the whole day nobody msg me except for Nizam..which also for a while..i mean normally there would be ppl msging me and fwens too...there will be fwens chatting with me online...but today feels so strange and lonely...i keep wondering where was everybody...those online in my contact list was very few..and no msges at all...
so i decided to head for the library thinking and hoping i would coincidentally bump to some of my fwens or anyone i knew that can talk with...well was hoping to meet Halif, Joey, Sakinah, Vivien they all at the library...but sadly when i reached there they were not there...today might be their off day..haha...so lonely as i was i walk around whitesand and back to the library and read some books...well i wassuppose to study but felt too lonely..so to get my mind off things..i read a book...well i found this book with beautiful pictures of the pilgrimage to Mecca and Medina...so sat there and look at the pictures...hoping one day i would manage to make my pilgrimage to the holy city...so was reading the book and looking around to see any familiar faces...but obviously none appeared...but than something disgusting happened in the library..
ok if you enter the library and walk to ur left and and behind the first few shelves of books..there is a place to sit right..the round chair where last time you can listen to music..those rounded chair..well i was sitting on one of those readinf my book and opposite me there is another type of those chairs...and this couple sat down...well it wasn't the ordinary couple...it was 2 gals..obviously a lesbian..its not tat i hate lesbian or have anything against them..no offence...but i was just emphasizing that the couple was a lesbian...carrying on...i dont mind them sitting infront of me..but soon they get TOUCHY...i mean start touching and giggling...make me wanna vomit...come on you are two gals...i didnt quite bother about them..i continued reading...after awhile of reading..i needed to stretch my neck cos it was hurting..and you know wat i saw...the two lesbian gals was KISSING MOUTH to MOUTH... i was shocked...hello this is a LIBRARY if you haven't notice..there are kids and little children running around...and you are lesbians...well it would be rude to approach them and ask them to stop..so i continue reading and making sure i concentrate only on the book...they kissed for quite a long time sia...i mean they are sitting opposite me..somehow u will know roughly wat they doing right...nvr mind about that...well i counldn't stand so i decided to leave but just right they got up and left first...safe me the trouble..haha...but seriously it was disgusting.. especially in PUBLIC haizz...i should not have seen it...
well went home around 6+..bought some Sugar rolls WITH SUGAR around 3 pieces and walk to bus 3 bus stop and sat down and ate while waiting...i got lonely again and decided to buy a large fries and bubble tea..after i bought them...i walked all the way to downtown east and there i took my bus no.3...well its not my first time walking all the way just to take bus 3...i dont mind..walking while eating and drinking make my mind occupied..instead of just sitting there thinking how lonely i was and how sad my life is..hahaha...
so went home..bathe and continue using the comp...waited for a while..since my online contact list did not grew..decided to play game, Medieval Total War..after and hour or two...became bored with the game and sign back on MSN...they more ppl online than before but still rather few than compared to other days...dunno why felt lonely.. maybe because this pass few weeks have been going to school to study..well atleast i got to see some of my fwens..and have stop conferecing also...and i till now i'm still wandering where did everybody go...its like theres an event that everyone attend but i don't know about it..haiz..wat to do..maybe its just my mind..oh well at least i got my blog to blurt things out...well getting sleepy night ppl..have a nice remaining holiday.. Diqkie madly laughed at
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