Wednesday, November 01, 2006
hmm...how do i even start this post..ok my 'O' lvl is seriously in 4days time and the first paper is Maths paper 1 and Social Studies....i have to admit that i'm still not ready for it and Maths is like one of my weak subjects... I have really been studying hard..i have been going to Pasir Ris library..studying with a group of friends at MacDonald and staying up late..yet i am very very worried for my 'O' lvl..i mean come on who doesnt right??.. this is a Major National Examination and it determines my future.. and all the pressure and stress...my god!!... all these coming from my parents,teachers,relatives,juniors,fwens...the list just won't stop.. Teachers making it such a HUMONGOUS deal abt it...my parents! -dont talk abt it man-..and having such a big family can be pretty bad..suddenly all your relatives are soo concern over your academics performance!!..wat the hell...i dont wish to elaborate on this further i think you guys understand it yourself..
i don't really have a future in mind right now..everybody stressing in where u wanna go after ur 'O's and what do u want to be!!!....i'm sick of hearing these qns being asked repeatedly...so what if i dont have a future in mind..urgh...i'm kind of getting jealous tat some ppl know what they want to do already..well atleast they havea goal and a purpose to study soo hard for 'O' lvl...well i know my sis have some idea of what she wanna be in her days...but for me..i really dont have any idea of my own future..maybe i have but very very vague..i was thinking on pursuing in either of these 3 fields: Maritime, Teaching or Law. but i can't decide among these 3 which is best for me..and i dont know whether my abilities can take me there... i have done research and talk to several ppl..which i got alot of negative feedback..haizz i really dunno wat to do and wat to aim for...maybe i shld just concentrate on my 'O's but this problem will come back and i have to deal with it sooner or later..
well i just hope anyone out there can help...leave any feedback on my tag board.. who knows a boring Ship Captain might read it..ahoy there!! pls do tag and help me here ..or maybe someone in the teaching profession...tag too yar or a lawyer reading ppls blog...help me out here...and can ppl tag my blog...i;m getting bored over the holidays...leave me some advice!!! or help me man...urgh...thanks to those potential helper...need to go now... Diqkie madly laughed at
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